Assalamualaikum and good midnight. Its literally 12.30 am right now and I have to go to work tomorrow morning. I've been kind of weird these days(its kindda ordinary actually). I don't know it's some kind of stress or what. But even i can feel that I'm being weird. It's not just me, people around me, even my boss said so. Luckily though he's good enough to just laugh it off. hahaha.. It's been about 4-5 months since I've started working. I'm a cute kindda crazy salesgirl of a hardware shop near my house. I got that job thanks to my dad, who accidently knew that they need a helping hand there at the hardware and I got lucky that they accept me eventhough I know nothing about a hardware stuff. I've learned a lot this few months that my boss and even the clerk there would praise me telling me that i'm a fast leaner though I'm kindda crazy. Seriously, my boss told me that there's something wrong with me. And I think I know why I'm behaving this way.
When I started working there, there's a "boy", I don't even know how old(older than me of course) would always made me do his work. He would always ask me to "help" his work. And you know in a hardware, the hard works are for the boys to do and the girls would just be the cute sales girl. lol Since he would always ask me to "help" him, I guess you would know what he would ask me. Yep!! He would ALWAYS ask me to help him carry some heavy stuff. And there's a day where we were asked to re-arranged and check the stock, there were like many boxes around we have to move around, when he saw me carry a kindda heavy box, instead of helping me, he took a lot lighter box to move. Can you freaking see how "gentleman" he is??!
That's not the only case!! He also like to hit my forehead. Maybe you don't think it's a big deal, but it is to me.. i have a sensitive skin people!! moreover working at the hardware made it worse, with the dust as thick as whatever, I have to stand under strong sunlight(I don't freaking need photosynthesis) etc btw, like I said he like to hit my forehead and i hate it so much. When I told him to not do it, he would ignore me and guess what, he hit me after me saying that, fxck him!! hahaha. There's one time when I was really stress and he made it worse, and I seriously cried there. I fxcking cried in front of them and they would just laugh it of.. Guess what, fxck them!! hahahaha.. Since I'm the maknae there, there's nothing I can do. hmmmm.
Back to me being weird, I think I'm weird since then. In the deepest of my mind I fell like I'm bullied. And I know it's not just my feeling but I AM BULLIED!! Since then, I easily get scared of people especially when people quietly come beside me. Even my boss would ask what's with me getting scared easily and i would just laugh it off. hahahahaha..
I've been planning to update since last month but you know, someone inside me would ask me to do it later, and finally here I'm after a few weeks since my plan. hahahah. There's a secret I'm hiding.. Actually, he "boy" who bullied me were fired last month. hehehehe.. Eventhough he was fired I'm still afraid. I know I'm not terribly bullied but I just can't forget about it. Even little thing make me scare. How to overcome this?? OMG!!
Kbye!! I'm just ending my update here this absurb. Hahahaha.. Toodles, Assalamualaikum.
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When I started working there, there's a "boy", I don't even know how old(older than me of course) would always made me do his work. He would always ask me to "help" his work. And you know in a hardware, the hard works are for the boys to do and the girls would just be the cute sales girl. lol Since he would always ask me to "help" him, I guess you would know what he would ask me. Yep!! He would ALWAYS ask me to help him carry some heavy stuff. And there's a day where we were asked to re-arranged and check the stock, there were like many boxes around we have to move around, when he saw me carry a kindda heavy box, instead of helping me, he took a lot lighter box to move. Can you freaking see how "gentleman" he is??!
That's not the only case!! He also like to hit my forehead. Maybe you don't think it's a big deal, but it is to me.. i have a sensitive skin people!! moreover working at the hardware made it worse, with the dust as thick as whatever, I have to stand under strong sunlight(I don't freaking need photosynthesis) etc btw, like I said he like to hit my forehead and i hate it so much. When I told him to not do it, he would ignore me and guess what, he hit me after me saying that, fxck him!! hahaha. There's one time when I was really stress and he made it worse, and I seriously cried there. I fxcking cried in front of them and they would just laugh it of.. Guess what, fxck them!! hahahaha.. Since I'm the maknae there, there's nothing I can do. hmmmm.
Back to me being weird, I think I'm weird since then. In the deepest of my mind I fell like I'm bullied. And I know it's not just my feeling but I AM BULLIED!! Since then, I easily get scared of people especially when people quietly come beside me. Even my boss would ask what's with me getting scared easily and i would just laugh it off. hahahahaha..
I've been planning to update since last month but you know, someone inside me would ask me to do it later, and finally here I'm after a few weeks since my plan. hahahah. There's a secret I'm hiding.. Actually, he "boy" who bullied me were fired last month. hehehehe.. Eventhough he was fired I'm still afraid. I know I'm not terribly bullied but I just can't forget about it. Even little thing make me scare. How to overcome this?? OMG!!
Kbye!! I'm just ending my update here this absurb. Hahahaha.. Toodles, Assalamualaikum.
#mewb